I Just Want The Pain To Stop

August 16, 2020

You see thats what healthy people dont understand. Its almost 4 years already but the pain is still here.

I always looked up to my sister but we never got along like any other siblings.

I just want the pain to stop. I feel excruciatingly sad and beaten. They feel like they have Suicidal People Dont Want To Die They Just Want The Pain To Stop Thought Catalog. I just want to be normal.

There are so many things I want to do yet when my body is wracked with pain all I can think is this. We would talk on the phone a lot. Thats why Im praying to God for forgiveness.

I only wanted the pain to stop. I feel like Ive been depressed my whole life Im just realizing it now. They want to live so desperately but they cant seem to find a way to.

I want you to grow through all of this and know that even though you are hurting and in a place that seems absolutely beyond you you can get through it. My emotions are everywhere all the time I feel as if I have no control over them. I just want it all to end.

And then there is the anger. I dont think God would put me through all this suffering just for more suffering though. The pain will stop without you dying.

And there is this guy I went out with for 4 months. I needed it to cease. Or should I say it was my hopes that were high.

But at the same time you do want to die. I want you to live too so you can inspire others with your story. He was my second boyfriend but the first one I fell in love with and also my first kiss and all that jazz.

You dont really want to die. Hes only a year older than me. We were tremendously close and told eachother everything.

I was at the mall with my mom and sister and I. I turn my back to the water and try to breathe. I really want stop the pain now but how.

My emotions rotate from angry to sad to alone to anxious to stressed to tired but I constantly feel depressed and angry. They say that people who try to kill themselves are selfish and that they dont think about the others theyll leave behind. Oh how I yearn for a day just one day of waking up in the morning pain-free.

Posted by 16 minutes ago. Please please just stop. But Ive tried to get better.

I want the anxiety the pain and the anger to all just go away. I dont want to die. Though the pain today is not the same pain yesterday still I am working into it.

I guess its just time prayers can heal only. It usually takes around 15-20 minutes although it varies. PLEASE MAKE IT STOP.

Ive done everything I can. I want you to be able to be a voice for everyone who has experienced these thoughts and are still alive to tell the tale. No one will know I came this far.

But I also have realized that I am stronger than the pain. It finds a way a way out somehow. I just want the pain to stop.

Its not that people such as myself want to die we just want the pain to stop. This is the hurt you dont understand yet. Written by anon46 6272012.

Your focus narrows and its ALL you can think about. You know there is pain and you want it to stop. I just want the pain to stop i cant take it anymore.

I no longer want to end my life because of severe chronic intractable pain. I just want. People Who Are Suicidal Dont Want to Die They Just Want the Pain to Stop This piece was written by Bria Barrows a Thought Catalog contributor I know this is an extremely sensitive topic but it is one that needs to be discussed.

I just want the pain to stop I need this feeling to stop I want it to stopI need it to stopI want to stop thinking about youI want to go to sleep at night without you on my mindI need to wake up without dreams of you holding me through the night. All other options are blocked. Your brain convinces you the only way is to kill yourself.

The pain that encircled and squeezed my ribcage the heaviness that wrapped my brain in shadow the agony that turned the whole world dark. I want the pain to stop so I want to go to heaven or at least reincarnate as a normal girl but Im scared Ill go to hell. Do I want the pain to end.

The pain is becoming unbearable. Dont speedrun at 2am. I just want the pain to stop.

My expectations were so high. Well the title says it all. It wasnt one large trauma that convinced me death was my only option but an unending series of small griefs that stole my hope.

Im scared of what will happen to my soul if I commit suicide. I just want the pain to stop. You really want to stop the pain because it kills you everyday.

You just want that pain to stop. So Im sixteen years old. We saw eachother almost every weekend and would cuddle really closely and kiss lots.

Hurt without compassion hurt without direction. It all started as a child. These are two different things.

I didnt want to die. Nobodys gonna notice i tried to kill myself almost 4 months ago in november and i wanna do it again. Remember you dont want to die you just want the pain to end.

The endless cycles of pain and suffering.

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