I Just Want The Pain To Stop
You see thats what healthy people dont understand. Its almost 4 years already but the pain is still here. I Just Want The Pain To Stop I always looked up to my sister but we never got along like any other siblings. I just want the pain to stop . I feel excruciatingly sad and beaten. They feel like they have Suicidal People Dont Want To Die They Just Want The Pain To Stop Thought Catalog. I just want to be normal. There are so many things I want to do yet when my body is wracked with pain all I can think is this. We would talk on the phone a lot. Thats why Im praying to God for forgiveness. I only wanted the pain to stop. I feel like Ive been depressed my whole life Im just realizing it now. They want to live so desperately but they cant seem to find a way to. I want you to grow through all of this and know that even though you are hurting and in a place that seems absolutely beyond you you can get through it. My emotions are everywhere all the time I feel